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by the way... [Sunday
June 10th, 2007
2:54am
]

i forgot to tell some, i already left the building. hahaha:]

http://love-andy.livejournal.com

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[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006
3:27am
]
I don't wanna have a boyfriend right now. I want my first one to be my last one. :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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sigh. [Monday
April 10th, 2006
2:14am
]
Current mood: OKAY. 


      Sometimes,
I wish
that my mum
is in her forties.
Or prolly      fifties.
Maybe sixties.
So that she won't have to
be      obsessed
with the eeeeenieeest,
tiiiniiiiiiiest,
most insignificant
DETAILS
   of   my LIFE!


Oh well.
At least I can say,
MY MUM IS STILL ROCKING
at 38 :D
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let's call it a day. [Sunday
March 19th, 2006
2:56am
]
Current mood: tired



                            
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think about this. [Sunday
February 26th, 2006
1:17am
]
Current mood: Calm


girls are like apples on trees. the best ones are at the top of the tree. the guys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that aren't as good, but easy. so the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. that is why we just have to be a little patient and the right guy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday...



there are those times when you feel pressured to commit yourself to someone. its the 21st century. the virus started to spread around... holding hands while walking, cheesy lines, endless kissings and snoggings...  i feel sad because i know i cant have you... 




BUT GUESS WHAT? 



Ive got so many reasons why im happy right now. And dont worry. Coz youre not a part of it. ;)
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Lord have mercy. [Saturday
February 4th, 2006
4:41pm
]
Current mood: Image hosted by Photobucket.com hyper

Whoo. Moj and Ris had blogged about our bus ride the other day so im gonna give it a shot. anyways im the one who prodded them to take the farking bus since my legs were way tired; i hate going from train to train. especially now that theyre not yet done repairing that bridge which links the two trains.

haaaaaaaangg on before i go with that, let me tell you my story about our stupid exam in polsci. ick.

okay before the exam we spend our whole lunch time in the library, chatting and SERIOUSLY not reviewing, because we (donns, mary and i) suuuuuuper hate that subject. shet. then its time na to go to the room, and while having the test, there are these particular groupa people who are super pissing me off. WHY DONT YOU GUYS JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTHS AND LET US GO ON AND ANSWER THE STUPID EXAM??? if you didnt study, you dont hafta go around and tell everyone you didnt. okaaay. i dont have anything to write on my paper  na nga eh and ingay pa. argh.

tas nung malapit ng mag end yung test, i turned around to donns to ask her if shes ready to go na since i couldnt really extract my brain no more. ouuuchh. then my professor started making parinig... "ayoko ng mga taong nagpapalitan ng answers habang nagsasalita ko dito sa harapan.." and then it hit me. i turned to face him and he was looking at me! or i dont know if he was really looking looking at me, but i know for one thing, he was looking on my direction! shet!!! im so sorry but we really dont care enough to cheat on his subject. #!@@@!#~%&$#%***@^%">#!@@@!#~%$#%***@^%@!!! STUPID POLITICS!

                        I MISS SIR KARGANILLA!!!

                                                                     We want you back. We miss you!

there. done, lets go na to the bus ride. it was fun, ad in F-U-N! i wanna say sorry to ris though, we nearly didn't make it na. bwisit na boooogaw yun. hahahahahahaha (Moj ano acceleration naten? hehe! honestly guys, i super have fun when im with you three, sayang mary belly (btw shes okay na) doesnt ride with us hehe pero my baby poopoo a.k.a. Donk, Ris, and Moj, thanks for making the bus ride a blast, sayang we didnt take photos, it was risas first time pa naman! hahaha ohwell :) i hope were gonna have a BOOGAW PART TWO!!!

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Okay, so my daughter poopoo and i bonded in ateneo while moha and risa were flirting with the card catalogs in the libary. we ate chicken strips (it was spicy! but good :D) and then roamed around and gave a thought about the love of our lives- really, like we have? *sigh* hahahaha okay we dont really want one, but hang on, yeah we dont want one but just so to experience the whole thing. hehe labo. basta, that's all we need. beach, boys and surfboards!!! hahaha the perfect summer romance! :D YO WE GOT MORE BOUNCE IN CALIFORNIA!!!

and again, sometimes i think im not pretty enough or good enough, thats why i dont have a man. eh bat sina donk? ris? moha? nikkivee? and al my beautiful gals out there? still single? its so labo talaga. (exception for erikaplaza like what moj said. hehe :P) buti pa in other countries, at least they think im pretty! hahahaha  this guy asked me who i think would win in chess between the two of us and i said i would (wala na to pare tried and tested! haha joke! :D) and you know what he said? "im not the best but I would hate to be checkmated by a pretty girl at chess...thats embarrassing) so I would win for sure!! " awww hahaha it seems like a good pick-up line but guess what, somebody was nice enough to say it to me! awww :)

 

MOJ: marame pa guys dyan. mas matino, mas gwapo... italiano! hahaha joke. :D cheer-up! move on, and bitter shouldnt be in your dictio! :D

 

 

 

 

 

 

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*sigh* [Thursday
January 26th, 2006
4:37am
]
Current mood: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Emo


What's a Meantime Girl?


She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She's the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The One".

You know, she's the one who you keep around in the meantime. She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a "real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable - she doesn't make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does.

But she's cool , and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine. You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don't have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve.

You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her.It won't bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She's just so cool . . . why can't all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't because to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with.

Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to your needs - she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at a factory. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman.

So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman. She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be special to someone, too.

We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one for him. For how long, I can't remember.

I don't know the reason, really, and at this point I don't even care. I just want to let every guy know who's ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot.
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[Friday
December 16th, 2005
7:30am
]
[ mood | confused ]

Aaaacckkk Sir Mikee didn't accept my Comm paper yesterday because we were late for about 15 minutes! Argh!!! 30 seconds is all we need! Oh lordy... Ohwell... There's a reason for everything... *sigh*

But that's okay coz I'm happy... happy... happy... Went to admu and saw my crush... He was stinky though. But I don't care, he's cute!!!<3<3<3

P.S. GUYS PLEASE STOP GIVING ME ADVICES UNLESS I ASK FOR THEM COZ MY BRAIN IS GOIN ZONKERS!!! ARGHH!!! THANKS!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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15 people coming up! [Monday
November 14th, 2005
12:35am
]
[ mood | I VOTE!!!! ]

Fifteen people, now served. GUESS WHO!

 


1. At first, I thought, "I would really get along with this girl!" like NOT! Sure she's nice sometimes, but she could be mean (And i mean MEAN) and bossy! I couldn't act like ME when I'm around her.

2. he's one of the nicest people I know. Knowing someone for three years is sometimes enough to say that this one will always stay grounded and never leave you, through ups and downs. Ready to give me a hand, whether it be math homework or out-of-school problems.

3. She is sooo the funniest girl I know! I don't have any dull moments with her, that's why having her as company truly makes me happy. Being shallow has got nothing to do with it, ask anyone, she's really hilarious. And she's one of my best buddies :)

4. Football! When he took a vacation here, he treated me agad. HAHAHA he's so nice and even though he left the country immediately even before the week of my birthday, he made sure that I'd received his birthday message. Awww.

5. My inner twin kid, I remember those days when we'd use to hang out at the cafeteria and eat while our analytic geometry teacher's upstairs and getting the class to participate to his discussions. Haha we used to diss all those people because they were so lovey-dovey and stuff! While others were busy talking about their boyfriends and girlfriends, the two of us kept ourselves sane by exchanging CDs and doing art-attacks. HAHA Pero ngayon.. Sinong inlove.. HAHA yihee:P

6. This guy?? ANNOYING, ANNOYING, ANNOYING! And did I mention he's SUPER ANNOYING? yeah he is soooo annoying! Kapal talo nga kita sa Daytona eh. Aaarrghh! You think we don't know anything, but we do know a lot! And stop pretending you're hot, coz man, you are so not!!!

7. She has helped me get closer to my God, and I thank her for that. I love you ate.:)

8. i miss you terribly, especially those days when you would give me all those gorgeous barbie dolls given by your Japanese cousin! And even though you can't stand her you hang out so she would give those to you! haha! When you bug me because you don't know what to do with watercolor and okra... Haha Making me libre at the mall or nearest tindahan... Oh well.. Guess when you come back you'll be so much handsome, and yeah, hotter toO! HAha yiheee moja :))

9. i'll never regret the day when I shoved everything there in my "hiya department" to get you to sit beside me at the GAB roofdeck, and talking to you like we've been friends for the longest time! You're officially now my sister and I hope you'll never change:)

10. "Mukhang psychopath na nakalabas ng mental!" Hindi kaya! Super nice girl, pretty too! Grabe we think of the same thinks everytime! hahaha (Even my mom says so!) Kaya lang may ano na eh... (Ayyy sohoree...) partner in crime? HAHAHA

11. I've known her since we were little, super maarte pa nga yan eh ayaw kumain ng pandesal! (YUCK RAW EEW) Grabe! We've been through it all (and I mean all!) I'm nice and she's not, I'm the angel and yeah, she's the terrorist! Haha joke! (wow giveaway!)  I love you, I love you, I love you:)  Yeap, she's the sister the BIg Guy up there forgot to give me:)

12. Wow, before, he's always the brother/friend. Never the boyfriend. Pero ngayon.. ahaha he found na FOR REAL the love of his life... HAHAHA love problems? run to him! need a counselor? nasa tabi-tabi lang sya. Nakalimutan mo meaning ng mediocracy? Pucha, alam nya yan!

13. When we were in grade school, people were tellin that out of us four, she'll be the last to have that special err.. someone..  tae pare, naunahan mo pa kame! haha we love you, we're always here, and we know you're happy:P

14. You want jokes, art projects, or assignments? Do you need a sister, a stand-up comedian, or Dr. Love? Call her name, she'll be there in a jiffy! She's also one of my best-est friend... I hope you're happy with whoever he is... (aaaaacckk:D)

15. Ang labo. But you know what? You've finally gave me a reason to smile by myself. I have started being an insomniac, because you've finally made me realize that reality is better than my dreams =) 

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you're just not... brave enough... ? [Sunday
October 30th, 2005
3:23pm
]
[ mood | river calm ]

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
It's because you're not brave enought to walk
beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
It's not because he pleases me
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling with someone new
It's not because I love him
It's because you're not there to catch me when I fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk with him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.


When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk
beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that
stands before me.
When you thought i was too deaf to hear your
heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything and was afraid to
lose our friendship.
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already
grabbed a branch.
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we just going to turn around
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of someone else
It's you I want to talk about.
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.


There are some people who meet that somebody
that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard
they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, but trust me, there are
some love don't go away. And maybe that makes
them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up
with that somebody who has a little of that
insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody
who will
cherish you forever. - Ally McBeal

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Thanks for acting like you cared. [Tuesday
August 2nd, 2005
1:31am
]
[ mood | What am I s'possed to do? :( ]


I feel your hand, holding mine, I feel your heart, taking mine...

 

 

Q no. 1's missingCollapse )

 

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was. :(

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BUM [Thursday
July 7th, 2005
10:49pm
]
[ mood | im crunk! Haha! ]

   I can't believe a guy is making me rate girls who pass by awhile ago. Then I can't make him rate boys because he said it's different, it's 'eeewww'. I don't get it at all. A, B, C, F (no D) and worse, F1, F2, up to F10 if you don't meet their standards! Guys are soooooo mean!

   First time to attend debate meeting last Tuesday. I was kinda surprised because they made me do 3 impromptu speeches. THREE!!! I'm not even good at this kinda stuff!!! Anyway. my scores were all give-aways (that's what I think!) I got 6/10, 7 and 7.5. Haha! At least all of 'em were improving! I still stink though.

   Something terrible happened to me that night too. My wallet got stolen! I don't know... Suddenly, when I started to unconsciously put my bag in front of me, that's the time it'll get lost. I'm so dumb. Mary and I were walking kinda fast actually because if we don't she'll get home by 10 PM. That's why we're hurrying up. Then I stopped near a rubbish bin for about half a minute to finish my sundae and then I threw the sundae cup. Everything was so fast! Then when I looked back at my bag it's open and my wallet's gone! My NEW school ID, cards, pictures and money were all there! Waahh!!! Memoirs of MTV and polaroid cameras gone! Good thing I have everything stored on my computer but still those were hard copies, original copies. And it's my mom's Louie!!! I'm such a SPACE CADET. :((

   I woke up kinda late so we went off at not-our-normal-we-go-out-of-the-house time, and good thing I came when our professor was just about to hand out the questionnaires. I didn't study, even though I had Mary's book for three days (haha lazy!) but it's okay, I just think I would get a higher grade if I even tried reading a couple of pages.

   I ate at Sushi-Ya again awhile ago, with Theresa, Donna, Jeggar (is it right?) Mary, Justin and Betch. Tendons are yum-yum! And I spent our last minutes of our stay there bickering with Justin. Looosaaahh! Boooohllleeeyy! PEACE.

   Donnakins told me I was acting all crunk this day. Like I just laugh and laugh, and say REALLY weird stuffs and the like. What an insult. Kidding! Up to now I'm feeling really great! I'm not crunk! Now she says she can imagine me drunk, being all makulit and such. Sneaky.

   Btw check my multiply for the photos at MTV HANGING OUT!!! KJWAN!!!


   By the way i got LimeWire!!! I'm not a loser anymore! I advise everyone get it. Way easier. Haha. :D

   6 more signatures to go for Polis. Good Luck to everyone. :)

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CRDC ALL THE WAY- DOWN! [Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
10:43pm
]
[ mood | kung pwede lang pumatay! ]

putang-ina! fuck! shit! whore!

yep yep. we celebrated curse day last saturday. in the mountains. pahirap! im telling u, i was like screaming somethin something every 20 seconds. we passed through some puñeta mud there. i don't even think some of it's mud anymore. when you step on the soil, your feet's gonna sink talaga-all the way to the ankles. yuck. god i wanted to die! i was like, i know we're goin to some disaster area but c'mon! i didn't even bring any medicine/ointments for asthma/insect bites or something because i thought we're just gonna walk and walk and walk. down a straight road. hay leche!

i got home by 12 and my mom got a *bit* mad  because I told her that we'll leave Cavite at about 4. When in fact we were still walking our hearts out outta the place. doi i can't imagine donna or reighben being there. but justin made some good impersonations of 'em. props to you, man.

hay naku basta, buict tlga! there even reached a time that i could really hear my heart beating and whenever we stop, it feels like there's this i dunno popping out of my ears. i really wanted to just stop walking and take a fuckin rest but i was like, 'ate kae, i need to go on, i can't stop walking.'

haha i kinda broke my phone nga pala. katangahan talaga! it wasn't because i slipped on our way to the pueblo or something, i thought i tightened the water cap bottle pero nde pala, it leaked through my whole bag where my phone is and when i got it, the down button, numbers 5, 6, 7, and 8 won't function anymore. haha! but it's a bit okay now. (thanks 3sa! expert!) yung down button na lang prob. :D          

haha it wasn't THAT bad at all (yeah right!) because I got to eat ice cream when we stopped over at jollibee. ooohh i was really craving for ice cream dunno why! Thursday we bought sundaes from mickey dee's, frosty yesterday from wendy's, and swirly bitz from jollibee! yay! justin even told me to think na raw of a new place to buy ice cream this comin monday. ah, sarap talaga!

another source of entertainment: theresa sleeping! haha grabe ang sama ko! i was laughing the whole time she was sleeping on our way to Cavite; katawa-tawa naman talaga e wahaha! grabe, wa-poise pag tulog! saya nga e, she never gets stiff neck, ako nahihirapan sa itsura nya nung natutulog siya dun sa vehicle grabe! i'll post the video next time. :P


whatelse... uhm... the place was kinda nice (i think) and i got to ride a horse (all my pangungulit paid off) but i rode it just for a mere 5 minutes i think, i wasn't feeling that good na kasi, i really wanted to throw up na. yuck.

TODAY: comm was boo-o-o-ring. i think the professor doesn't even care. cool...

math, okay i guess. i mean, all i can hear was TRUE and FALSE and the prof's really talking fast- FAST! haha! but it's cool, i think i got it- well most of it. medyo kalito yung lesson. haha- to think it's logic pa lanG! pathetic.

i need to go to dreamland. may cdrc pa bukas pooootcha. imma go kill ate crdc. for good.

i hate frats and soros. they think they're these and all when they are SO NOT! yikes.

I'm going to MTV tomorrow! haha! i'm really really really hoping that sarah meier's there- god i love her!


MOHA IS A STALKER. HAHA!

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[Saturday
June 25th, 2005
12:07am
]
[ mood | weird ]

omg... we have cdrc's later... i'm so lazy (like always) and yeah- i dun wanna go. fuck

anyway... we were supposed to watch batman at gateway awhile ago and i was sooooo excited because i've been wanting to watch a movie like last week pa!!! inis talaga!!! moha's so bagal kumilos and I MEAN BAGAL talaga!!! haha!!! dumaan pa kami kung san san hai...call time's 1:00 grabe 2:30 n kme dumating kahiya!!! what's worse is that the next showing is around 4 na yta and justin needs to go by 4:30... lungkot talaga... nde pa dumaan si donna... anyway... dami pa raw next time. huh.

we played na lng at timezone to and i got 36 points sa basketball haha while moha got less than that... haha.. yeah right, brag all u can, dear!!! coz she beat me in air hockey haha (i dunno if that's what u call it, im a dumbass) tanga tlga maglaro ng mga ganun e... haha people usually win over me because i dun pay that much attention dun sa game, kaya they do win by my katangahan haha! kapal

promise. i. dont. wanna. go. tomorrow. iniiiiissss...

too many assignments... history, reaction paper for PE,and we have to report this monday pa for nat sci... sheesh

im gonna go na with moj sa mga kjwan gigs... haha, i dunno, for some reason i wanna meet marc abaya kasi... he's 'more gwapo' raw kc in person.

i have so many e-addys na... gmail, ymail, aol, hotmail, rock, lycos... lahat active, imagine opening 6 mailboxes in a day...haha para kong tanga... hehe

GUYS, WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN ON JULY 10? fyi, IT'S ATENEO VS. LA SALLE! YAY!

im gonna sleep na... i might not be able to wake up early later. ciao.

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I am so lost [Sunday
June 12th, 2005
2:39am
]
[ mood | pissed off ]

      I don't wanna study in UP Manila anymore. It sucks. Like hell.You know what, I told myself that one day I'm gonna like it here, but now I'm having second thoughts. Maybe I'm wrong. BIG TIME. I think I'm not gonna get along with my mates. I'm fucking serious. Actually, I'm mad pissed at the moment. I was like, I wish I had gone to St. Paul back in high school or something. Well, not really... I don't actually wanna go to an all girls' school, and I don't like the idea of having to see "girly-girls" everyday. For four straight years. And besides, my mom's from an all girls' school starting from kindergarten up to high school and she told me that she was really culture-shocked when she moved on to college. Shit. because of a fucken alien's post my every perspective about this sorta things has gone from bad- to terribly bad. Fuck.

      Ayoko na dito... I mean it... Most probably I'm going to try everything just to get outta this hell and move to Diliman next year or as early as possible. Aaarrrgghh!! I wish I took the ACET like what my mom told me earlier this year. Putang-ina, ito mga napapala ng tamad. Buict! And besides, every SINGLE one of my friends were like, "When they see on your resume that you're a graduate of UP, they're going to hire you immediately!" Bakit? Hindi ba ganun kung graduate ka ng Ateneo or UST? I mean, one time, when I passed by the Job section of the paper, nabasa ko, "only graduates of UP, ADMU, UST and DLSU will be blah blah blah..." Leche naman 'to o.. Na-pressure lang yata ako e... If ever I would be able to transfer to Diliman, I would shift na lang to Eco or Buss. Mgmt... But if I can't, I'm not gonna take law like what I told everyone yesterday during Soc. Sci., I'm going to US to take masterals since my grandma's sister has a grad school there. And she said that she would help me if ever I would want to study there. Fuck you, boy. Fuck you...

Okay, I don't know what's gotten into me, but I'm gonna let everything out in the open right now. First thing's first...

      I'M NOT GONNA FUCKING JOIN ANY FRATERNITY BECAUSE I FUCKING THINK IT'LL JUST FUCKING RUIN MY LIFE. SO STOP FUCKING PRODING ME TO FUCKING JOIN BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE FUCKING IN IT ANYMORE. SO EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING THREAT ME WELL I'M FUCKING TELLIN YOU THIS MISTER, I AIN'T FUCKING AFRAID TO DIE! YOU FUCKEN GOT IT? GOOD.

      Next. I want to go to Eastwood but I just realized that I'm kinda broke. And nahihiya na ako of asking money from my parents all the time. 3sa's right, we have to bring baon na to school (haha) to save money. The only way I would be able to go there is if my mom would go. I mean, I could ask them to drop me off but what's the use of going there if i dun have any moolah? Buti pa si Moha, laging nandun! haha!Damnit.

      Haha, this one's too shallow- I still don't know what rubbershoes to buy. I saw someone kasi in our block wearing the same pair of skechers that I got. And hear this one: Hers is brand new while yung akin sobrang luma na! Ha! And my mom doesn't like the flops from Havaianas, hinde raw durable.. hehe/// anyways, it's their money naman... No me estoy quejando... haha

      I can't wait for July... ang tagaL!!! Paul's coming home kasi (raw!!! Dakilang barbero!) and I'm still hoping that he would bring back a Real Madrid FC or Chelsea FC jacket... hehe.. Screw all the fans of Arsenal... specially Paul! wahaha!!! Kidding!

      I figured out that I'm not gonna hang out that much with my blockmates because... wala lang! nag-iinarte lang ako! hehe! no, I dunno.. It feels like I don't fit in or something... But I was always told na you don't necessarily need to fit in pero, hai, peer pressure... Dami ngang taga- Science high school, pero I feel so dumb and stupid around them! Buti pa sa orgcom, they look so happy... :'(  Sana yun na lang kinuha ko. Luis and Moha kasi nandun e. And another one, they're taking Spanish and Theology pa! I'll entrust myself to my grandma na lang since she speaks Spanish and French naman... But, she's like, old already... I think she forgot na rin yun... Hai... I hope I'll learn something from the books at home...


      You know that Destiny's Child song 'Cater 2 U'? Grabe lagi ko na lang pinapakinggan kainis... It's like on impulse, pag tapos na yung song, I'll click 'play' ule. I don't like the lyrics pa naman... I hate guys... I hate them!!!

      As you all know I'm a pretty bad soccer player... Haha, mind you, I'm not gonna stop practicing til I'm one hell of a player! So to all of those who think I'm not gonna do it, well wait for me... One day, I'm gonna make it to WWLFC! Ohmy! Andrea wake up!!! You're talking rubbish! Ha! I'm gonna practice and practice... Because practice makes perfect. But nobody's perfect. So why practice? ANG CORNY!!! haha!!! I miss Donnie!!! Hehehe!

      BTW! Kyan Douglas and Thom are coming! Yeah! Here! But of course I wouldn't go. Nobody watches Queer Eye here except yours truly. Crush ko pa naman si Kyan... haha.. ;)

     Rineformat yung computer two weeks ago... and YM pa lang nado2wnlaod ko... so sad... MSNM and AIM pa... damnit

     Three days at home. Broke. With nothing to do. I ran out of Gouache paint, so...? Hmmm... I'm too lazy to organize my room, so you know what I mean... I'll buy na lang siguro that candy mag tomorrow. Kainis si Moha ayaw kasi bumili, I barely read local mags pa naman... So yeah this is it... Because of a silly post of that guy... Screw you...

     NoOooOOoo... The Beatles' song Theresa kept on singing yesterday's driving me mad... haha...

 

I'm bad, I'm sad. Someone broke my heart, now I don't know where to start. HELP ME.

 

9 be the one to make my heart leap in a giddy whirl.

i have nothing to do... y do i have to kill 'nsync? [Sunday
October 24th, 2004
10:43am
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What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
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With a
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be the one to make my heart leap in a giddy whirl.

try this one!! [Sunday
October 24th, 2004
10:39am
]
[ mood | dorky and crazy ]

What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're sleeping around
Strangers thinkYou have bigger boobs than Pam
Friends thinkYou smell really bad
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be the one to make my heart leap in a giddy whirl.

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