What hurts more than losing you... is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.

by the way...

2007-06-09T18:55:27Z

i forgot to tell some, i already left the building. hahaha:]

http://love-andy.livejournal.com

♥

2006-04-24T18:09:44Z

I don't wanna have a boyfriend right now. I want my first one to be my last one. :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

sigh.

2006-04-09T17:02:51Z

Current mood: OKAY.

      Sometimes,
I wish
that my mum
is in her forties.
Or prolly      fifties.
~~Maybe sixties.~~
So that she won't have to
be      obsessed
with the eeeeenieeest,
tiiiniiiiiiiest,
most insignificant
DETAILS
   of   my LIFE!

Oh well.
At least I can say,
MY MUM IS STILL ROCKING
at 38 :D

you're just not... brave enough... ?

2005-10-30T07:13:00Z

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
It's because you're not brave enought to walk
beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
It's not because he pleases me
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling with someone new
It's not because I love him
It's because you're not there to catch me when I fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk with him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk
beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that
stands before me.
When you thought i was too deaf to hear your
heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything and was afraid to
lose our friendship.
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already
grabbed a branch.
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we just going to turn around
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of someone else
It's you I want to talk about.
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

There are some people who meet that somebody
that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard
they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, but trust me, there are
some love don't go away. And maybe that makes
them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up
with that somebody who has a little of that
insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody
who will
cherish you forever. - Ally McBeal

Thanks for acting like you cared.

2005-08-01T17:31:21Z

I feel your hand, holding mine, I feel your heart, taking mine...

2) wat'l u do if u see ur gf/bf hugging a
girl/guy?
~> good thing i dun have a boyfriend!! hahaha!!! (Talaga lang huh... Martyr!)
3) hav a gf/bf?
~> Nopie..
4) hav ur own room?
~> yep yep
5) fav pet ?
~> just two half labradors haha :P whoa I miss my dog :(
6) 1 thing/person u cant live w/o?
~> my mom
7) wer do u live?
~>pasig
8) wat wud u do if sumone tells u he/she lyks
u?
~> say thank you.duhhh
9) how are you feelin n0w?
~ contemplative and relaxed... confused at the same time. LABO!
11)what are you good at?
~> sleeping and blogging. and eating. joke!!! painting and
reading. hehe... *buhat ng sariling bangko*
12) what is it bout a person you cant stand? -
~> when they smell awful.. i also cant stand braggarts. I tend to leave them when they start with their "I'm this, and I have that" thingy. Haha I'm so mean!
13) what do you want?
~> cheesecake and john gotti. a good guy.
14) a word/s that describes you?
~> tall. as always. friendly. duhh, di na nagbago.
) what is ur dream?
~> to be a pilot. and to see my face in a
billboard.haha!!!
16) day/nite?
~> beats me. i cud sleep during the day and the
night!
17) sunset/sunrise?
~> sunrise. but i think sunset's more romantic.
18) like a romantic bf/gf?
~> not overly romantic
19) what is it about the opposite gender that
attracts you?
~> nice eyes, height and good hair.
20) are you an independent person?
~> hehe... i'll leave u hanging for that one.
21) Do you like school?
~> i miss high school!
22) are you stubborn?
~> nope
23) believe in God?
~> yup
24) ur favourite sport? -
~> chess and soccer
25) believe in fate?
~> no
26) get pissed off easily?
~> depends. im moody.
27) like ur parents?
~> love them.
28) r u a materialistic person?
~> there are times.
29) believe in love?
~> yeah?
30) question please?!
~> i kinda didn't get that one...
31)smoke?
~> nope. SOMEONE made me try it though, only 2 puffs. I will never try it again. NEVER. yucckk
32) club / pub/ bar?
~> yes
33) wil u forgive ur gf/bf if he/she cheats on u?
~> depends...
34) will u expect ur gf/bf to forgive u?
~> hell yeah
35) were u on a trip recently?
~> nope
36) fave country(s)?
~> dame! korea, italy, uk, and us
37) r u impatient?
~> nope
38) r u patient?
~> yes
39) do u organise parties often?
~> organizing is not my thing
40) do u hav good and trusted friends?
~> yes
41) do u think u r good-looking?
~> ha! i do!
42) do u care about looks?
~> not all the time.
43) do you think that you're a good gf/bf?
~> didn't i just tell that i dun have one? :D
44) will u get 1?
~> yeah.i wanna get married!
45) do you quarrel with people easily?
~>nope.. im actually sociable... *buhat uli*
46) are you forgiving?
~> yeah
47) do you get hurt easily?
~> opo!!!
48) do you prefer gurl wit long/short hair?
~> GUYS with not-so-long-not-so-short hair.
49) do u prefer guys wid long/short hair?
~>*not too short, not too long
50) is ur hair colored?
~> nope
51) are you a romantic partner?
~> next
52) do you wear a watch??
~>* i love watches!!
53) what color clothes do you like?
~>* white, pink, and blue
54) will you choose love or money?
~> I dunno
55) do you prefer sleep or eat?
~>* sleep sleep
56 )white or black?
~>* white
57) pink or red?
~>* pink
58) fav flower?
~> white roses and orchids

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was. :(

CRDC ALL THE WAY- DOWN!

2005-06-28T14:30:26Z

putang-ina! fuck! shit! whore!

yep yep. we celebrated curse day last saturday. in the mountains. pahirap! im telling u, i was like screaming somethin something every 20 seconds. we passed through some puñeta mud there. i don't even think some of it's mud anymore. when you step on the soil, your feet's gonna sink talaga-all the way to the ankles. yuck. god i wanted to die! i was like, i know we're goin to some disaster area but c'mon! i didn't even bring any medicine/ointments for asthma/insect bites or something because i thought we're just gonna walk and walk and walk. down a straight road. hay leche!

i got home by 12 and my mom got a *bit* mad because I told her that we'll leave Cavite at about 4. When in fact we were still walking our hearts out outta the place. doi i can't imagine donna or reighben being there. but justin made some good impersonations of 'em. props to you, man.

hay naku basta, buict tlga! there even reached a time that i could really hear my heart beating and whenever we stop, it feels like there's this i dunno popping out of my ears. i really wanted to just stop walking and take a fuckin rest but i was like, 'ate kae, i need to go on, i can't stop walking.'

haha i kinda broke my phone nga pala. katangahan talaga! it wasn't because i slipped on our way to the pueblo or something, i thought i tightened the water cap bottle pero nde pala, it leaked through my whole bag where my phone is and when i got it, the down button, numbers 5, 6, 7, and 8 won't function anymore. haha! but it's a bit okay now. (thanks 3sa! expert!) yung down button na lang prob. :D

haha it wasn't THAT bad at all (yeah right!) because I got to eat ice cream when we stopped over at jollibee. ooohh i was really craving for ice cream dunno why! Thursday we bought sundaes from mickey dee's, frosty yesterday from wendy's, and swirly bitz from jollibee! yay! justin even told me to think na raw of a new place to buy ice cream this comin monday. ah, sarap talaga!

another source of entertainment: theresa sleeping! haha grabe ang sama ko! i was laughing the whole time she was sleeping on our way to Cavite; katawa-tawa naman talaga e wahaha! grabe, wa-poise pag tulog! saya nga e, she never gets stiff neck, ako nahihirapan sa itsura nya nung natutulog siya dun sa vehicle grabe! i'll post the video next time. :P

whatelse... uhm... the place was kinda nice (i think) and i got to ride a horse (all my pangungulit paid off) but i rode it just for a mere 5 minutes i think, i wasn't feeling that good na kasi, i really wanted to throw up na. yuck.

TODAY: comm was boo-o-o-ring. i think the professor doesn't even care. cool...

math, okay i guess. i mean, all i can hear was TRUE and FALSE and the prof's really talking fast- FAST! haha! but it's cool, i think i got it- well most of it. medyo kalito yung lesson. haha- to think it's logic pa lanG! pathetic.

i need to go to dreamland. may cdrc pa bukas pooootcha. imma go kill ate crdc. for good.

i hate frats and soros. they think they're these and all when they are SO NOT! yikes.

I'm going to MTV tomorrow! haha! i'm really really really hoping that sarah meier's there- god i love her!

MOHA IS A STALKER. HAHA!

i have nothing to do... y do i have to kill 'nsync?

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